Jacque

Plans are VERY slowly coming :) Ryan and I finally agree on a site (kind of) we haven't foudn time to go and see it yet... URGH! But hopefully we'll be able to in the next couple of weeks! (We are trying to find a day off together, which is tough since we're both in Busy season!)

I'm making a Wedding Website *LINK TO COME* and also working on Christmas cards to mail out (Steph; I need your address again!) and things to send my Bridesmaids asking them! And Save The Day's!! So it's a crazy weekend (good thing I have it off!)

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Plans are VERY slowly coming :) Ryan and I finally agree on a site (kind of) we haven't foudn time to go and see it yet... URGH! But hopefully we'll be able to in the next couple of weeks! (We are trying to find a day off together, which is tough since we're both in Busy season!)

I'm making a Wedding Website HERE and also working on Christmas cards to mail out (Steph; I need your address again!) and things to send my Bridesmaids asking them! And Save The Day's!! So it's a crazy weekend (good thing I have it off!)

Well, it's been awhile since I've been to LJ!
When the journals at my "other" site went down; I decided to come back here! (Sorry, but yes, this is my "fall back")

From now on (well until June 28 anyway!) This journal will mostly be wedding stuff :) So don't get surprised if not much else is added here :)

To all of my UW friends coming over; feel free to read the previous entries... all about how my life was when I was Pre-E!! So enjoy the pages :)

Since Ryans been talking about us getting married my mind has been going 1000 miles per hour!! Seriously!! I think about a wedding CONSTANTLY!!

Even though he hasn't officially asked yet; we kind of have a date and place set!! Sometime March, April or May of 2004 (I innitially wanted November or October of 2004, but changed it to earlier for fun!) and at Garden of the Gods near Colorado Springs!!

I found a website that I absolutely LOVE!! It's a message board about wedding planning and have been talking to some girls on there who are also in my situation and it's been wonderful!

Click HERE to read my Journal on that site :) (It's not too full of stuff yet; but it will be soon... you all knwo I am obsessed with journals!)

I am starting a scrap book of me and Ryan...and so far it's fairly cute :) Although I am no where near as creative as I thought I was!

This girl I work with always has a TON of energy; so today I asked her where she gets it...she told me she runs every morning... so we started talking and I told her how I am trying to "Get Fit" and that running just doesn't seem for me... She from this point on sounded like an infomercial as she gave me this website CLICK HERE to check out...

I am thinking about starting this program; as cheesy as it sounds! I need structure... so I was thinking I might try this program and see if I can do it! I need to do something to stop my procrastination! (Cuz I'm horrible at that!) Wish me luck!

I didn't go to work yesterday...and if they fire me tomorrow...I guess that's their loss! I will find another job here in Pueblo quickly I think... I'm starting to look even if they don't fire me because I am NOT working for a company that treats their employees that way!

As for my bitch of a boss, I forgot to add that today is her last day there :) She got a "Promotion" (Basically they thought she was too big of a bitch to run a store so they gave her a desk job!)

The company won't give me ANY TIME off between October 1 and Jan 1 so I want to find a job that will at least give me a week in mid october so I can go home and have an "Early Holiday" with my family...and go to some Job's Daughters stuff :) And then a weekend in January to go skiing with Ryans parents!

I applied at all the Photo Studios here in town...

Another downfall is that the gas is driving me into debt! Seriously...about $600!

I was always told to start on a positive; sneak in the negative and finish on a positive... so that's what I shall do :)

I've lost 7 pounds :) That's a big positive for me :) Ok; maybe not big...but it's still a positive since living in Colorado has made me gain weight...

Now for the Negative... I have strep throat. But it gets worse I got a doctors note to excuse me from work and when I called in to tell my boss this...the conversation went like this:
Me:"Hi Kris, it's Jacque... I went to the doctor yesterday and I have strep throat. He told me I should stay home today and I have a note from him."
Her:"Well, you'll need to call around and find someone to cover your shift."
Me:"Uhh..."
Her:"Nikki and Cindi have today off, do you need their numbers?"
Me: Thinking: WHAT A BITCH! OMG! "Umm..sure..."
So I hang up the phone; go in the bedroom and cry to Ryan for 30 minutes or so then fell back asleep until I woke up at 1pm and started calling around asking people to work for me...
I finally called her back at 2:30 (an hour after I was supposed to work) and it went like this...
Me: "Hi, it's Jacque again, I called around and left voice mails asking people to work for me."
Her: "And is anyone going to?"
Me: "All I got was voice mails, but I'll give you a call if I hear back from any of them."
Her: "Well someone has to close tonight."
Me: Thinking: That damn bitch! Don't give me a guilt trip! "Sorry, I'll call you if I hear from them." CLICK
GrRrRr! She tried to guilt trip me! Sorry but it's against my morals to pass on a contagious virus that can potentially kill young babies when my main jobis to take pictures of kids under the age of 5!!! So if she's going to fire me over that...guess I'll find a new job :)

Now for some positives :) I got to spend the day with Ryan...even though I'm sick! But it was still nice just to be around him; since we are both so busy all the time!

I thought I'd take a moment to introduce you to the "Characters" in my life! (Since I write about them often and you may be confused)

Ryan:The Love of my life

Rhiannon: My kitten

Joe: Ryans best friend, who happens to be my personal advisor on all matters. He lives in our apartments during the school year

Mike: Ryans other best friend

Nicole: Mikes psycho bitch of a fiance. She seems to think that she is "Hot Shit" when really all she is, is a lying bitch who likes to show off the tattoo on her ass.

Angela: Joe's psuedo girlfriend. He refuses to admit he has a relationship with her, but they are going to get married (I said so!)

Reina: My best friend in Colorado


Matt: a friend of Ryan and Joe's who shows up occasionally... pretty good guy :)

Francois and Pierre: The brothers, gorgeous boys;) They live down the road, worked at Boston Market with ryan and hang out with us often.

Nikki, Kris, Chelle-Belle and anyone named Jen: Girls I work with...

Things are better :) Although during my last update I was rather pissed! I gave him a piece of my mind on the drive home and he apologized big time :)

Things are good; except my kitten is a pain in the ass! She's always scratching and clawing...

I have a delima with my job. I love my job; I mean I love what I do and for what it's worth I want to love the people I work with. Some of them I do, although I think they have a lot of Bullshit going on... I hate driving all the way. And I think my manager is a fake ditzy bitch. So I'm debating looking for a job in town... but I don't know that I'll find one... And; I feel bad for screwing over the company I work for. (My boss can't seem to hire anyone lately and we just had two people give their two weeks, leaving us with 7 people to run a store that needs a minimum of 14!!

Ryans parents are hounding him about us getting married... and I think it's funny! My parents just decided it's not going to happen, which drives me nutz!

Speaking of his parents; their coming to visit for a whole week next month. I'm not so sure what my thoughts are on that... I'm not asking for time off work that's for sure... but It'll be nice to have them around...so long as I don't have to participate in the touristy things they do!

I'm so fucking pissed! (I hope I didn't give this addy to anyone who is offended by that!)

Ryan didn't tell me I wasn't invited to this stupid wedding. I mean I guess I didn't want to go; but I was kind of expecting it. And I was kind of excited to see his sister and brother and parents. GrRrR! I am just furious becase I spetn my whole day waiting for him!!

Well now I'm going out with some friends...SCREW HIM! (Yes, I'm mad!)

I will tell the whole story when I get home since my moms keyboard sucks!