Jacque

Plans are VERY slowly coming :) Ryan and I finally agree on a site (kind of) we haven't foudn time to go and see it yet... URGH! But hopefully we'll be able to in the next couple of weeks! (We are trying to find a day off together, which is tough since we're both in Busy season!)

I'm making a Wedding Website *LINK TO COME* and also working on Christmas cards to mail out (Steph; I need your address again!) and things to send my Bridesmaids asking them! And Save The Day's!! So it's a crazy weekend (good thing I have it off!)

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Plans are VERY slowly coming :) Ryan and I finally agree on a site (kind of) we haven't foudn time to go and see it yet... URGH! But hopefully we'll be able to in the next couple of weeks! (We are trying to find a day off together, which is tough since we're both in Busy season!)

I'm making a Wedding Website HERE and also working on Christmas cards to mail out (Steph; I need your address again!) and things to send my Bridesmaids asking them! And Save The Day's!! So it's a crazy weekend (good thing I have it off!)

Well, it's been awhile since I've been to LJ!
When the journals at my "other" site went down; I decided to come back here! (Sorry, but yes, this is my "fall back")

From now on (well until June 28 anyway!) This journal will mostly be wedding stuff :) So don't get surprised if not much else is added here :)

To all of my UW friends coming over; feel free to read the previous entries... all about how my life was when I was Pre-E!! So enjoy the pages :)

Since Ryans been talking about us getting married my mind has been going 1000 miles per hour!! Seriously!! I think about a wedding CONSTANTLY!!

Even though he hasn't officially asked yet; we kind of have a date and place set!! Sometime March, April or May of 2004 (I innitially wanted November or October of 2004, but changed it to earlier for fun!) and at Garden of the Gods near Colorado Springs!!

I found a website that I absolutely LOVE!! It's a message board about wedding planning and have been talking to some girls on there who are also in my situation and it's been wonderful!

Click HERE to read my Journal on that site :) (It's not too full of stuff yet; but it will be soon... you all knwo I am obsessed with journals!)

I am starting a scrap book of me and Ryan...and so far it's fairly cute :) Although I am no where near as creative as I thought I was!

This girl I work with always has a TON of energy; so today I asked her where she gets it...she told me she runs every morning... so we started talking and I told her how I am trying to "Get Fit" and that running just doesn't seem for me... She from this point on sounded like an infomercial as she gave me this website CLICK HERE to check out...

I am thinking about starting this program; as cheesy as it sounds! I need structure... so I was thinking I might try this program and see if I can do it! I need to do something to stop my procrastination! (Cuz I'm horrible at that!) Wish me luck!

I didn't go to work yesterday...and if they fire me tomorrow...I guess that's their loss! I will find another job here in Pueblo quickly I think... I'm starting to look even if they don't fire me because I am NOT working for a company that treats their employees that way!

As for my bitch of a boss, I forgot to add that today is her last day there :) She got a "Promotion" (Basically they thought she was too big of a bitch to run a store so they gave her a desk job!)

The company won't give me ANY TIME off between October 1 and Jan 1 so I want to find a job that will at least give me a week in mid october so I can go home and have an "Early Holiday" with my family...and go to some Job's Daughters stuff :) And then a weekend in January to go skiing with Ryans parents!

I applied at all the Photo Studios here in town...

Another downfall is that the gas is driving me into debt! Seriously...about $600!

I was always told to start on a positive; sneak in the negative and finish on a positive... so that's what I shall do :)

I've lost 7 pounds :) That's a big positive for me :) Ok; maybe not big...but it's still a positive since living in Colorado has made me gain weight...

Now for the Negative... I have strep throat. But it gets worse I got a doctors note to excuse me from work and when I called in to tell my boss this...the conversation went like this:
Me:"Hi Kris, it's Jacque... I went to the doctor yesterday and I have strep throat. He told me I should stay home today and I have a note from him."
Her:"Well, you'll need to call around and find someone to cover your shift."
Me:"Uhh..."
Her:"Nikki and Cindi have today off, do you need their numbers?"
Me: Thinking: WHAT A BITCH! OMG! "Umm..sure..."
So I hang up the phone; go in the bedroom and cry to Ryan for 30 minutes or so then fell back asleep until I woke up at 1pm and started calling around asking people to work for me...
I finally called her back at 2:30 (an hour after I was supposed to work) and it went like this...
Me: "Hi, it's Jacque again, I called around and left voice mails asking people to work for me."
Her: "And is anyone going to?"
Me: "All I got was voice mails, but I'll give you a call if I hear back from any of them."
Her: "Well someone has to close tonight."
Me: Thinking: That damn bitch! Don't give me a guilt trip! "Sorry, I'll call you if I hear from them." CLICK
GrRrRr! She tried to guilt trip me! Sorry but it's against my morals to pass on a contagious virus that can potentially kill young babies when my main jobis to take pictures of kids under the age of 5!!! So if she's going to fire me over that...guess I'll find a new job :)

Now for some positives :) I got to spend the day with Ryan...even though I'm sick! But it was still nice just to be around him; since we are both so busy all the time!

I thought I'd take a moment to introduce you to the "Characters" in my life! (Since I write about them often and you may be confused)

Ryan:The Love of my life

Rhiannon: My kitten

Joe: Ryans best friend, who happens to be my personal advisor on all matters. He lives in our apartments during the school year

Mike: Ryans other best friend

Nicole: Mikes psycho bitch of a fiance. She seems to think that she is "Hot Shit" when really all she is, is a lying bitch who likes to show off the tattoo on her ass.

Angela: Joe's psuedo girlfriend. He refuses to admit he has a relationship with her, but they are going to get married (I said so!)

Reina: My best friend in Colorado


Matt: a friend of Ryan and Joe's who shows up occasionally... pretty good guy :)

Francois and Pierre: The brothers, gorgeous boys;) They live down the road, worked at Boston Market with ryan and hang out with us often.

Nikki, Kris, Chelle-Belle and anyone named Jen: Girls I work with...

Things are better :) Although during my last update I was rather pissed! I gave him a piece of my mind on the drive home and he apologized big time :)

Things are good; except my kitten is a pain in the ass! She's always scratching and clawing...

I have a delima with my job. I love my job; I mean I love what I do and for what it's worth I want to love the people I work with. Some of them I do, although I think they have a lot of Bullshit going on... I hate driving all the way. And I think my manager is a fake ditzy bitch. So I'm debating looking for a job in town... but I don't know that I'll find one... And; I feel bad for screwing over the company I work for. (My boss can't seem to hire anyone lately and we just had two people give their two weeks, leaving us with 7 people to run a store that needs a minimum of 14!!

Ryans parents are hounding him about us getting married... and I think it's funny! My parents just decided it's not going to happen, which drives me nutz!

Speaking of his parents; their coming to visit for a whole week next month. I'm not so sure what my thoughts are on that... I'm not asking for time off work that's for sure... but It'll be nice to have them around...so long as I don't have to participate in the touristy things they do!

I'm so fucking pissed! (I hope I didn't give this addy to anyone who is offended by that!)

Ryan didn't tell me I wasn't invited to this stupid wedding. I mean I guess I didn't want to go; but I was kind of expecting it. And I was kind of excited to see his sister and brother and parents. GrRrR! I am just furious becase I spetn my whole day waiting for him!!

Well now I'm going out with some friends...SCREW HIM! (Yes, I'm mad!)

I will tell the whole story when I get home since my moms keyboard sucks!

Six Flags on Monday was AWESOME :) Except... my shorts ripped 20 minutes into the day! And I got a HORRIBLE sun burn. I can't wear anything but spaghetti tank tops right now because it hurts so bad!!

I'm getting organized :) How awesome is that??? I have a "Routine Book" where I have my routines set out... and TO Do Lists :) My house is staying clean... Golly I feel like my grandma ;)

48 hours from now I will be in Lincoln :)I am so excited! I haven't been back since... January 1!!! So I'm excited

I set a wedding date... May 24,2004 (I think that's it! I'll have to check my calendar!)

No, I'm not officially engaged yet; but by Christmas I will be... and I want to have a wedding ASAP so I'm starting planning. YES, Ryan knows ;) I'm not just psycho I promise...

[full name: Jacqueline Nicole B------
[ nicknames: Jacque, Jax, JQ (And a few others)
[ birth date: March 6, 1983
[ birth hospital: St. Elizabeth's in Lincolne Nebraska
[ hometown: Lincoln, NE
[ current location: Southern Colorado
[ nationality: Mostly German, with a lil mix of other stuff (from my dad's mom's side)
[ hair color: Brown
[ eye color: Blue
[ hobbies: Photography, Writing, learning guitar
[ bedtime: Ummm... my parents live 600 miles away
[ elementary school: Holmes Elementary
[ middle school: Millard Lefler
[ high school: Lincoln East High School
[ college: Colorado State University (I go back in January!)
DO YOU:
[ have any siblings? yeppers
[ do drugs? Negatory
[ drink alcohol? I like wine
[ have a job? Yes; I'm a photographer!
[ have a crush? Ummm... well... my boyfriend? Does he count ;)
[ think you are attractive? Sometimes
[ take a shower at night or day? both
[ take a shower everyday? I take 2 or 3 a day!
[ wanna move away? YES!! Pueblo is a horrible evil place!
[ have your own room? Nope; I'm so poor I don't even have my own bed;) Oh wait... That's not because I'm poor ;)
[ want to go to college? Yep! I'm going back to CSU in January
[ want to get married? Yep! Just waiting on SOMEONE to ask!
question...
[ believe in love? Yes! I am very much in love right now!
[ believe in yourself? Yes :)
FAVORITE:
[ photo: One that I took of Ryan in black and white and then painted it....
[ food: NOT Boston Market
[ restaurant: Valentino's or Lazlos or Runza (for all you Nebraskans)
[ music: Lately; mostly country
[ band: Dispatch or Fleetwood Mac
[ singer: Stevie Nicks
[ book: Photographing Faeries
[ boy name: Ryan
[ girl name: Sedalia Noelani (That's my first daughters name)
[ school year: I'm not in school
[ perfume: I Love Victoria's Secret scents!
CHOOSE BETWEEN:
[ day or night: night
[ summer or winter: Winter
[ fast and furious or 2f2f: the original! It had Vin Deisel
[ middle school or high school: I miss Junior High
[ friends or family or boy/girlfriend: well; Ryan would probably get mad if I picked someone else...
[ paul walker or tyrese: Do I have to pick? They both suck
[ nike or adidas or converse or puma or nb: Adidas
[ abercrombie or american eagle: I love Both!
[ old navy or gap or banana republic: I love them both!
[ macy's or mr rag's: HuH???
[ basketball or football or baseball: HUSKER football
[ lizzie mcguire or amanda bynes: who??
HOW MANY:
[ pairs of shoes do you own? too many
[ different cities have you lived in? 2
[ different homes have you lived in? 2
[ people do you live with? 1
[ floors is your house? 1
[ tvs are in your house? 1
[ bedrooms do you have? 1
[ bathrooms do you have? 1

I finally (after a few months of procrastination)updated my website!!(YaY for me!) Check it Out! Jacque's Site! I'm still working on it, but at least it has something up now! (I will be adding more over the next few days hopefully!)

Rhiannon (my kitten) is doing wonderful! She's healthy and happy! (And annoying as hell!)

My store closes a week from yesterday for our remodel!! I'm so excited! (I get a full week off of work!) But the day we close is going to SUCK! I work 10-5 and then from 5-9 we're moving stuff from the store to storage so that they can work on the entire building!

Then on Monday we're(all of us employees) going to Six Flags:Elitch Gardens! I'm so excited! I went with Ryan and Joe last year, and it was ok... but this year will be fun!!

And I'm going to Nebraska! (for the first time since January!!) I'm going July 25-28!! (So I'll only actually be there 2 days, but still!)

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Ryan and I got our picture taken at the studio I work at yesterday! This is the shee I got; hopefully I'll get more sheets soon; but I wanted to share these pictures with you :) (I'm so excited **WINK!)

Tonight Ryan and I are spending the night together!! YaY!! We spend EVERY night together; but tonight we've rented a movie and we're sitting our butts on the couch and watching!!! TOGETHER! No internet (after he gets home, since he usually spends most of the night on this damn thing!) No idiot friends! No Nothing! But Us! (And Kitty!!!)

Things have been going good! I still don't have any pictures of kitty, or a name for him!!! But hopefully soon and once I do, they will most definatly be online for all to see! (He's my little baby!)

I don't have much time anymore... between work, hanging out with Tiffany(yes the psycho girl who used to live down the hall and smoke lots of pot!) She and I are good friends now... she quit smoking pot (her boyfriend asked her to!) She's getting married and we hang out a lot... a bit too much!

That's about all that's going on in my life... oh yeah... Nebraska Folks-- I will be home July 26th and 27th!! (Just a quick trip again!)

Yesterday I went to the Humane Society with Reina... and I ended up coming home with a kitten!

He was born April 12, he's a lil black cat with huge blue eyes! He's spent his entire life at the Humane Society; so I gave him his first (and last!) Home!!!

I was so worried that Ryan would be mad; but so far he loves him :) **YAY**

And so far my hamstwer is ok too ;) We'll see how long that lasts

I guess I don't write much anymore... I don't have as much time with my new job! Ok, that's a lie, I do, I'm just lazy!

I Love my job!!! But I hate the drive and I can't afford the gas because they don't give me enough hours. I'm trying to wait until next month to see if they'll give me more hours... but this week I'm going to start applying at photography places in Pueblo ...

Camp started last week...and I really miss it!! I'm kinda wishing I'd gone this summer, but from what Mimi said they're already having a hell of a time... I guess the staff sucks! The wranglers don't know anything about horses, the rest of them hate kids... and they only have 10 people who returned! (Guess that SHOULD tell them that Cherry sucks!)

Ryan and I are AWESOME!!! We have so much fun... regardless that we're BROKE... and both of our cars don't work. But we're getting along better than ever, we dont fight and we just plain have fun! We're talking about getting married; hopefully our wedding will be June 5, 2005 (2 years away still! But weddings are expensive!) Although I'm still pissed that Nicole (STUPID WHORE) is getting married on MY DAY next year... a marriage that I don't even give 6 months to last...

Oh well... I should Run! I've got a lot to do! (I get one day off a week and so I'm cleaning and doing laundry and talking to Joe!)

My mom forwarded me some of my mail, and I got it today... and let me tell you...WOW!

Stoney wrote a letter to me at my parents house?!?! (If you don't remember, Stoney was the 30 year old dating a 19 year old friend of mine 3 years ago!) It was a nice letter, but rather bizarre, seeing that he and I haven't been friends for a LONG time...

Inside the letter was a wedding invite! (Poor Girl!) Stoney, getting married?? I wouldn't be surprised if she was like 16!! Anyway, he left me his phone number, should I call? I would kinda like to go to the wedding; I mean most of my friends will be there!

On another note; the job is going GREAT! I Love it!!

Ok, so I've been too busy to update lately! (I'm turning into you Steph!)
I love my job! Although I haven't done a lot of photography yet...hopefully soon! (They're training program is REALLY long and dumb!) Most of the girls are REALLY cool, except a few who are really bitchy and talk behind everyones backs!
I got a new Hamster! She doesn't have a name... but she's EVIL!! She's bitten me EVERYTIME I've attempted to touch her! I can't even get her out of her cage to clean it... GrRrRr! I want a kitten!
I'm upset! I watched American Idol last night...and Ruben won. For anyone who's talked to me lately you probably think I was a Ruben fan, because I was... for most of the show, but the past 2 weeks Clay's music has been AMAZING! (And he's gorgeous!)

Ok, that outfit is DUMB, but damn is he gorgeous!

ALL ABOARD THE CLAYTRAIN, CLAYMATE!
You are the kind of fan that Clay is proud to have!
you vote for Clay every Clayday, and you watch
his performances over and over again!
Congratulations, you are an official Claymate! :)


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My Hamster died tonight :::CRIES:::

She's been sick for awhile... so I knew she was gonna die; but it's still sad!

She was such a cute lil thing! And so fun to play with!